Nov 24, 2011

and a poetry??

Empty glass
Still life
And a poetry.

Pages
A paragraph
Or just a line.

Life is then not still.
It can never be,
And thousand more glass will be emptied.
It flows
Trying to reflect an example from 'rangeet'.
It moves on
Making its curves like a dusty, rough road.
It keeps flying
Like crows who never come and sit over his punctured roof.

Glass is again no more empty.
Same as life inside his poetry
No more still life.
It costs only ten rupees for a bottle.
Cost of life
You can never calculate its value in dollars
He never tried to do it.
Heart is always thirsty
Feelings are always suffocated,
For last forty six defamed years
They always wanted to break free.
And another ten rupees
Cost of thirst.

Black,burnt woods
Edited pieces of trees
A river bank.
(For the pieces those never got edited
For the thirst that could never get quenched over paper
For the stomach that many times bounced hungry.)
They watch below from the road
And life sleeps still.
Has life stopped flowing????
But the 'rangeet' is still singing.
Has life stopped moving??
But a child tries to run away
Freeing his hand from his father's grip
To chase a away a resting bird....

And a living house
A lonely corner
A thirsty table
Empty glass
Still life
And a poetry???

Aug 17, 2011

teasing

Kisses.
Why can't i talk about it?

Touches.
Why can't i say how it feels?

Love.
Why don't you accept that it is love?

Him.
Why am i addicted to feel him?
Deep inside me.

Her hairs are illusive
They are long dark and so many
They smell oils of betrayal.
Her lips are dirty
They are so artificial
They kiss so many.

Her curves are ugly
It drags all of them like old torn sag over a muddy dirty ground.
Her fertility stinks
They move around it like houseflies on a summer day around a rotten onion.
Her softness are puker wet
They fight over it like mad dogs dropping their wet saliva.

She is untouchable!
But I love me.
But I hate she.

She is mother,sister,grandma,sheila,lusie,chandramaya,history mam,kangana ranawat,dhanmati,shanti,parlour's aunty.
She is mom who never loved me.

She is
whore,slave,nude,man's toy,body-seller,penetrated,anonymously pregnant,gang raped,dirty,scratched.
She is me which i could not be.

Teasing.
I shall tease you even in a crowd
And they won't be able to see us.


Jul 11, 2011

sharing.....

I can not see you
You burn inside my deep blue eyes!!

The brush sleeps.
Colours freeze into meltless ice.
When he paints you,
You bring drought to the canvas
You bring famine to his fantasy.

But, in a cold cold day
In the dark, dense fog
With juvenile droplets hitting his forehead,eyebrows and nose!!
Hair softly drenched,
With wet wet hands,
Oh! when he paints me...
I can bring flood in his canvas
I can break his easel into pieces!
I can turn Pink into Blue
I can make all deep,deep Red.
I can make him perspire in rain,
I can make him paint again and again.

If you have diamonds,
I have my curves.
If you have your fabrics,
I have my exhibiting sizes.
If you have your status,
I have my softness.
If you live your privileges
With high head in a broad daylight,
I have my prided appetite for the night.

If you have a very huge castle,
I have my very colourful brothel.
If your skin smell flowers,
My orgasm has fragrances.

I can not see you
You burn inside my deep red eyes,
You pain in my love-hungry breasts.

Jun 18, 2011

home...

She stands alone..
Only as a structure.
Pronouncing shapes like my shadow,
In this dark, lonely night..

As an abstract of a lazy,losing painter..
Weeping the tears of solitude.
Failing to smile,
For every time she tries
She fails to see my mother smiling.

She stands alone,
Just as a monument of silence.
Missing the songs of my sleep,
In this hostile, separated night.

When they came with their guns,
I know she did not panic.
When they broke off her doors and windows,
With the butts of their tyranny
I know she never pleded.
When they danced and joyed...
Kicking and throwing,
Breaking and burning,
Scattering her heart all around,
Raping her with their gun-guarded impotence..
I know,
She looked right into their eyes
And uttered with pride..
"I give roof to rebels,
I am their home,
I can not cry.."

She stands alone...
Empty without the echoes of slogans,
Torn apart by the rebellion.
Searching for the cigrettes of my father everywhere,
Longing for the lories of my mother again.

May 10, 2011

red. . . .reality!!

My head high
My chin up
My chest broad with pride.
My fearless voice
My chain-free will
My emancipation and everlasting
smile!!

My pen
My purse
My canvas of isms and poetry of
romance!!
My vote
My right
My liberty and my aspirational
heights.

Oh!!
Don't promise me freedom please,
I am hungry...

I am hungry
I am not your comrade.

If i had a piece of your
red cloth,
i'd make few things out of it-
Half-paint for my son!
Blouse for my daughter!
Petticoat for my wife!
Or,stomach for myself!
Or,slippers for my old mother!
Or,handkerchief for my forehead!
Or,tin for my roof!
Or,paddy for my fields!
Or,school for my son!
Or,a handsome groom for my
daughter!
A park for my tired breathe!
A song for my heart!
Or,gun for my rights!
Or,bloods for my rebellion!

Fire in my eyes!!
My stories of sacrifice.
My bravery,My glory
My red soil and my sufferings.

Oh!!
Don't romanticise me please,
I am hungry.

Walk a mile,
sit beside me.
Sweat like me
Breathe like me.
I'll give you a piece of red cloth,
And say "i am hungry".